Friday, February 18, 2011

What's wrong?

That's kind of a stupid question, depending on who it's coming from.
Like i'm going to tell you what's really wrong with me.
That's why you're here, right my blog?
Well let me think of some reasons why i'm depressed.
1. My stepdad is a horrible person. He cracks hurtful jokes at me, and my mother. He makes me go to church and tries (but fails) to get me involved with god. It's horrible.

2. Everyone I've ever gotten remotely close to is gone. Everytime i got attached, I moved away.

3. I miss my dad, and my sister, and my brothers. It's been a while since i've seen them.

4. I love all the wrong people. People that if anybody found out who were, would stop talking to me all together.

5. I never get to see my friends.

6. I probably won't make it here long enough to experience my freshman year at West, And i've chosen all the best classes, and everything i wanted as a class i got, in AP.

7. I can't continue, i need to stop crying.

Bottom line is my life sucks. I hate it. I have a roof over my head, food and clean clothes, but i feel like i'm treated like shit most of the time. It's unbearable. I need pills for my depression, it's getting that bad.

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