I'm no longer depressed.
I'm proud to say I've overcome that ridiculous session in my life. I haven't cut myself since sometime in august. Mrs. Brooks called me out on it and I quit completely after that.
Mrs. Brooks doesnt really talk to me anymore. She must be busy with her kids and her new school.
I don't know what happened but something just clicked inside of me and I now have the thirst to live. I started school again and fell back into my normal state: awesome. Except this time I was better than before. I was kind of fighting to stay happy in September but I felt pretty good after that.
One thing that changed things for me was my art teacher Mr. Lyons. He gave this speech about how much better things could be if we were nice to eachother and how much of an impact we could have by doing positive things. He talked for an hour and I was completely mesmerized and inspired. For the first two weeks after that I was nothing but nice to everyone I met but I feel myself slipping back into my old ways.
I think it will be my new years resolution to change for good.
By the way, I see Mr. Lyons as my hero now. I do plan to be just like him when I grow older and I hope to be like him attitude wise now.
Just thought I'd update this silly blog to announce my recovery and what not.
Stay positive all.
